Are you feeling okay now

> Are you feeling okay now?
> Why did you only see my anger?
> Why didn’t you at least think that maybe I’m not okay...
> I was even blocked...
> It doesn’t matter — I’ll do it again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again!
> This is my life!
> Didn’t you think that maybe something happened to me?
> You only cared about sending me your posts.
> You’re not my friends… real friends aren’t like that, are they? :)
> You only cared about why I didn’t reply... and quickly replaced me with someone else.
> The nerves in my back were all messed up — I couldn’t move my shoulders or bend.
> I sat studying for four hours straight, ate nothing, learned the lessons by myself, solved lots of tests and questions...
> But during the exam, I couldn’t remember anything. When the teacher read the answers, not even one of mine was right.
> It was too much pressure… I’m even hurting myself indirectly.
> I’m just being destroyed from the inside...
> And you care about **that**?
>
> Last night, I tried to stay hopeful — I said I’ll trust God.
> But when things keep failing every time, I start to feel stuck.
> My heart doesn’t want to be *so motivational* anymore.
> You should understand if I’m losing hope…
> I was always optimistic, but I don’t deserve for my grades to end up like this.
> I study hard… but I don’t deserve this.
>
> How can you be so cruel?
> I’ve reached a point where I don’t even have the energy to defend myself anymore…
Damn all of you...except some people...