What am I supposed to do? I want t keep living ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌

What am I supposed to do? I want t keep living ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌‌محفل‌
but everything makes me feel sick.‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌‌ کام‌نزار،هیچی‌نخون