I used to always say that without you I am nothing

I used to always say that without you, I am nothing;
You are my everything, and I cannot go on without you
But the time, turned those words into:
I pour coffee, and memories of you drip into the cup,
The smoke of it rising up to faith
My lump in the throat is reflected in the coffee,
Like the bitterness of a gaze that didn't stay,
Lingering in my glass since that very first night
It changed, but do you know what happened?
You once said you were leaving. I spoke, simply and honestly, of the death that would follow, of my inability to carry on without you
but none of that happened
You know? The natural time of grief after losing you has passed, and now, you are merely a ridiculous figure in my memories And just like that, everything ended
I am alive, and in your absence, I have found peace
the very thing I never had when I was with you

As long as there is pain, there is also a cure; life goes on just like a tragedy film, and it is not clear whether in the end the main character dies, or the scene ends in the middle of their sorrows!

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